One With the Spirit I asked God in my prayer, “Lord please make me strong to face what I must. “The sweet Lord replied, “You always are......Your soul reflects the peace and joy that I am always.........That joy......that peaceā¦ shall keep you strong always..........But if you are to stray from it even for a fraction of a moment you shall begin to believe that you are weak...........and once you believe that, you shall encounter time without your own inner spirit........Remember there is nothing more precious than your own inner peace and joy..........If you shall return to it you O child shall rule this universe in silence.........But if you shall make your return impossible by doubting your inner peace and joy you shall turn weak and seek the self....the spirit..... that you yourself lost in the process of becoming strong when in truth you O child were always were!" Each day when your eyes wake up to the sun rise you must pray, “I thank you God for letting me awaken to another day in which I shall receive Your grace to be happy.....' Before every work that you do you must say a silent prayer," I am about to experience what you already began.......and ended.......You O Lord must place me upon your lap until this journey ends..........I am to do what you have willed me to do.......And whatever I do is only for me to realize how much You love me .............With that I offer myself to you fully and completely........." Whenever you begin to fear you must return to the voice of prayer and say, “Please save me O Lord for I am creating the world of doubts and leaving the heaven of faith........Embrace and hold me O Lord before I fall in a pit that I have dug in ignorance for my own self........" In moments that are not foreseen you must stand in patience and say, “I see not what You already know ..........I know not what You have willed.........I hear not what You O Lord say to me in Your silence...........I am standing where You have placed me..........I am waiting for Your Feet dear Lord to show me the next step..........I am waiting for You to light the way that I am to take........and until you do I shall wait.......wait in faith..." At the end of the day when there is darkness you must say, “The day has ended My sweet Lord........Once again I received Your grace........You stood by me even though I could see not...........You gave to me what I needed and even more........I thank You O Lord for You are my friend that no one else could ever be.........and as I drift into sleep I ask You for You..........there is nothing more for me to say..........I return to You.........." |